2:AM
Been up all day. You'd think I could drop to sleep quickly. Nope.
I have had a couple melt downs this week. Screaming crying, angry tantrums. Not new of course. Usually they are in the privacy of my room. These, unfortunately, were public. Around people I try to be upbeat.
No sense visiting all my frustration and terror on others. So my mind is running in 400 different directions. Pain of my ruined legs creeps over the morphine and sleep eludes me.
Waaa! Waaaa! Waaaa! That's my whine for the day!
I have had a couple melt downs this week. Screaming crying, angry tantrums. Not new of course. Usually they are in the privacy of my room. These, unfortunately, were public. Around people I try to be upbeat.
No sense visiting all my frustration and terror on others. So my mind is running in 400 different directions. Pain of my ruined legs creeps over the morphine and sleep eludes me.
Waaa! Waaaa! Waaaa! That's my whine for the day!
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